Why 2025 was the WORST year of my life.

The year 2025 was not a good year for me.

I lost a lot of things dear to me - I lost a girl I knew, another girl I knew, my job, and my schooling.

But with all that I had lost this year, I also learned a lot.

I learned that, I really don't need women in my life, who use me , and don't respect me, or listen to what I have to say - to have self worth.

I learned that, I don't need a job, where I'm the one-man sales force, working everyday in the evenings, constantly getting bitched at by the most entitled, disrespectful, and pathetic people on Earth - and having to deal with a childish, micro-managing piece-of-shit boss - to make money.

I don't need a pretentious shitfest of a school, full of elitist, corrupt, lying degenerates to be educated.

I lost a lot of things this year, but when I really think about it.

Were these really things that I had lost?

The things I lost-

relationships, employment, education, weren't things that actually mattered, and if anything-, losing them were actually blessings in disguise.

Because, I don't have to worry about some stupid whores using me anymore. Or catering to them. I don't have to worry about being manipulated.

I don't have to worry about a piece of shit manager, or slaving away every evening for shit pay anymore.

I don't have to worry about being associated with a piece of shit elitist institution, or being late for courses anymore.

If anything, those things that I, "lost" were actually blessings.

Cassandra used me, and now she's lost me forever. Honestly? Maybe it's for the best. When I think about it, do I really want to be associated with someone who uses me? She's not that intelligent, and if anything, I no longer have to deal with her whiney behavior anymore.

Crew2 needed me as their evening worker bee, and I did do a good job. Maliq was just an entitled whiney little bitch. I don't really have to ever deal with having to speak to shitty clients any longer either. That piece of shit company needed me, not the other way around.

The University of Minnesota? They had to lie about me, and engage in the most pretentious mental gymnastics. I will take their suspension as a badge of honor. I will never capitulate my rights, and they had to lie, and fabricate delusions about me, and the best part? I walked free with no real charges.

While I may have lost a lot of things this year, I did receive the most important thing in return: my life back.

After experiencing this, especially at this age, I know now:

Don't settle just for some stupid Fuck Them!

Don't capitulate your rights and support an elitist institution?! Fuck them.

Don't work the rat race and be a worker bee for a shit ass company! Fuck them.

Start my own business, treat myself out, educate myself.

This year, I may have lost a lot of things, but to be honest? Those are things that don't actually matter.

This reminds me of the book of Job from the Bible. For every bad thing that comes, God has planned something better to come eventually.

This year wasn't so bad. I realize, I didn't lose anything that really mattered.

- Devv